blonde again

went back to the site of my car accident for the first time and was filmed as i had a panic attack.
most people i encountered up there knew who i was and asked me really insensitive questions.
was shown drone footage of the rocks down below and had to walk away from it all.
i’m struggling and i’ve been worried about actually admitting that something has been wrong with me since july. i feel like everyone will be happier if they think that i’m okay. & that what i experienced down there wasn’t something so horrible that i can’t even put it into words. i’m worried that this is something that will affect me for the rest of my life.
i don’t know.



went rock hunting
punk-rockweirdo
i need to go on a 6 hour drive and just zone out and listen to music

for kristen
(pen on paper - colored digitally)

for katiana
(pen on paper - colored digitally)


started making some new art today!
let me know if you want me to make you one ahaha
(pen on paper - colored digitally)
sharing music is a love language
my favorite one




